Post by alexialacroix on Nov 19, 2018 0:11:38 GMT -6
Talking to Vincent and Queen Mayra
-opening an eye looking to you then to Vincent then back to you moving sitting up brushing my hair away- Do you want the long version or the short version
-takes a breath- A few nights ago while I was alone in this room ever one else was asleep I dozed off and had a nightmare...We were battling on the island and we were winning ....but once the ancient soliders hit the field the tides turned and they destroyed us ....-looks to the queen- You were taken out -looks to you- you went down...Odette,Jody, Dragon...Lilli,, Jess....-tears well up- Jess... never mind ... anyways the head ancient came to me and lifted me up off the ground by my neck
When he took me by the neck he pulled me in close and told me that if it was not for me you all would have lived....and right before I woke up be removed my head from my shoulders ... Which brings me to last night and will shortly bring me to the ashes on the floor.. Last night while there was entertaining going on in here the memories of the nightmare just kept stewing in my head ... Jody said to not worry it was just the enemy trying to get in my head ...but something about it felt real ..I couldnt put my hand on it and then it hit me .. a hand on it ... -turning my head showing you a still slight hand print bruise on my neck ... it was real...I thought who would know what this is all about and I came up with the energy being that was watching us across the water ... Now I dont remember what happen from the time I walked out the door till I got across the water ..
Any way .. .when I got across the water I could feel its power ... it felt like I was being pushed and crushed all at the same time. But I knew if I wanted answers I had to push through, so I step by step got closer and it spoke ... not only did it speak but it spoke with a voice that I knew ...I knew it cause it was my voice ...or shall I say my voice from my mirror image... It was my Aunt Persephone ... her and I share an image cause I was essentally created using her blood along with the blood of a few other goddesses. Before I knew it was her she gave me the choice to come with her and find my answers or stay and risk the lives of all you ... It was a gamble seeings as it was going to the underworld but it was a worth while gamble if it meant the safty of all of you...So I was gonna go willingly till I was knocked out by two underworld minions..When I came too we were crossing the river styx and I was gonna be knocked out again due to blood lust but my aunt stepped in and that is when it hit me at who she was so she dropped the hell hound look.. she filled me in on how I rose to power to early and that it was a dangerous time for me and how I was being uninformed from the gods above and such then she brought me before my uncle ...Hades ...this is where the plot thickens
He pulled his usual riddles and flames and scary shit but what he was getting at is each of us .. not just me needs to be willing to lose everything if we want to win ... if you know there is a chance at losing then you will fight harder and look out more clearly to win... you have to fight with love honor , and risk ... with out risk there is no victory... I have to be willing to go to a dark place ... use evil power to win ... and so does every one else... We have to be willing to lose..with that we will be stronger and more aware of what is going on.
I was not looking for dark places ... I needed answers on why I had that nightmare and I figured he source was the mass across the water ...which it acually was a calling card to me....Which is why there was foot prints on the floor... When I was sent back last night I can out of the very fireplace ...Which is exactly where my aunt came out of tonight while you were out on your walk... She wanted to know why I choose to help all of you .. .and the short answer is cause I care for all of you and I value your love and friendship ...So you told me I had to tell you all of this no matter how stupid it sounds and no matter if you believe it or not. I was also told by Hades if you can believe anything he says... That the Gods and Goddesses both above and below will help us ..I dont know how ... and I dont know when but they will be of help...Mainly because I am the last remaining living of their kind so they sorta have to since I am their creation
-opening an eye looking to you then to Vincent then back to you moving sitting up brushing my hair away- Do you want the long version or the short version
-takes a breath- A few nights ago while I was alone in this room ever one else was asleep I dozed off and had a nightmare...We were battling on the island and we were winning ....but once the ancient soliders hit the field the tides turned and they destroyed us ....-looks to the queen- You were taken out -looks to you- you went down...Odette,Jody, Dragon...Lilli,, Jess....-tears well up- Jess... never mind ... anyways the head ancient came to me and lifted me up off the ground by my neck
When he took me by the neck he pulled me in close and told me that if it was not for me you all would have lived....and right before I woke up be removed my head from my shoulders ... Which brings me to last night and will shortly bring me to the ashes on the floor.. Last night while there was entertaining going on in here the memories of the nightmare just kept stewing in my head ... Jody said to not worry it was just the enemy trying to get in my head ...but something about it felt real ..I couldnt put my hand on it and then it hit me .. a hand on it ... -turning my head showing you a still slight hand print bruise on my neck ... it was real...I thought who would know what this is all about and I came up with the energy being that was watching us across the water ... Now I dont remember what happen from the time I walked out the door till I got across the water ..
Any way .. .when I got across the water I could feel its power ... it felt like I was being pushed and crushed all at the same time. But I knew if I wanted answers I had to push through, so I step by step got closer and it spoke ... not only did it speak but it spoke with a voice that I knew ...I knew it cause it was my voice ...or shall I say my voice from my mirror image... It was my Aunt Persephone ... her and I share an image cause I was essentally created using her blood along with the blood of a few other goddesses. Before I knew it was her she gave me the choice to come with her and find my answers or stay and risk the lives of all you ... It was a gamble seeings as it was going to the underworld but it was a worth while gamble if it meant the safty of all of you...So I was gonna go willingly till I was knocked out by two underworld minions..When I came too we were crossing the river styx and I was gonna be knocked out again due to blood lust but my aunt stepped in and that is when it hit me at who she was so she dropped the hell hound look.. she filled me in on how I rose to power to early and that it was a dangerous time for me and how I was being uninformed from the gods above and such then she brought me before my uncle ...Hades ...this is where the plot thickens
He pulled his usual riddles and flames and scary shit but what he was getting at is each of us .. not just me needs to be willing to lose everything if we want to win ... if you know there is a chance at losing then you will fight harder and look out more clearly to win... you have to fight with love honor , and risk ... with out risk there is no victory... I have to be willing to go to a dark place ... use evil power to win ... and so does every one else... We have to be willing to lose..with that we will be stronger and more aware of what is going on.
I was not looking for dark places ... I needed answers on why I had that nightmare and I figured he source was the mass across the water ...which it acually was a calling card to me....Which is why there was foot prints on the floor... When I was sent back last night I can out of the very fireplace ...Which is exactly where my aunt came out of tonight while you were out on your walk... She wanted to know why I choose to help all of you .. .and the short answer is cause I care for all of you and I value your love and friendship ...So you told me I had to tell you all of this no matter how stupid it sounds and no matter if you believe it or not. I was also told by Hades if you can believe anything he says... That the Gods and Goddesses both above and below will help us ..I dont know how ... and I dont know when but they will be of help...Mainly because I am the last remaining living of their kind so they sorta have to since I am their creation